imma l0nely freak!!

finally-

2006-01-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

ya finally.. buy finish everything liao.. lolz now listnening the bangala conversation after reading the bl0ody compo.. man is man.. gal is gal.. mad child.. lolz... sian leh.. i dono wat to blog liao.. ytd g0t l0ts n t0ns of idea.. today dissolve liao... just now go cut hair.. nice v-shape.. den scared later tio extra on new year.. =( cut away liao.. sad... boring... yawns... lastly dont watch heirloom.. boring... n not scary at all..

the first time i witness so many bombs!

2006-01-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

w0o0.. just reach h0me after i b0ok out at about hmm..... 9.20pm?? bl0ody hell lor.. these few days de training is like 'MONSTER KILL' lor.. my leg seriously couldnt take it.. den today we reach camp about 1 plus cuz we go pasir laba to witness the combat engineers setting up banglore topedo / claymore mines and the land flame mine ... den have our out ration at drill hall.. den after that g0t arms drill.. urgh...!! cuz g0t 2nd detail g0ing to witness the bombing at pasir laba.. but i was lucky to be at 1st detail... den they reach camp at about 8 plus?!?!? we supposed to b0ok out at 6+pm de lor.. but can understand la.. isnt simple for pioneers t0 set up and clear everything... l0oks messy n difficult to handle... but quite shi wang cuz cannot realli see wat happened... ya that causes my late bo0k out... lolz..

hmmz..... that SCB call me... ask me meet 12 den nv say where.. den WARN me.. lolz.... k la k lah... but i thing better den neglecting her... lets sEe h0w she reacts lor.. lolz.. n0 time to catch the 9pm show... :'( .. arGh.. tmrw dono how imma gonna meet them lor... need meet my sgt first den meet dem.. den h0pe junior wont feel bored tmrw.. haha ... tmrw d0no h0w t0 spend all my CASH!!! $$$$ clothes... belts... shoes... maybe PSP n watch.. wa lao... $$$ not enuff...

OH YA!... just now when i waiting for cab.. haha... the fucking china gal call me again... pcb.. play hide n seek on the phone wif me.. den sms me "ni hao... ni wang ji wo le.." bl0ody ass lor.. she is the 1 who always irritate me n i t0ld her times n again dat she g0t the wrong number... lolz.. den me n junior keep sc0ld her like hell.. den she still can luff.. blo0dy stupid.. i scold her den she say "hahaha wei she mo ni ma leng ar?" the leng = ren... haha... pcb.. next time she call i gonna wack her like dog... thats all.. wahahaha......

g0ing t0 bl0g f0r fun

2005-11-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

fuck army... tmrw g0ing t0 tek0ng... PO PI ar... i d0nt wanna c anything m0re den i sh0uld c man... wish me luck... just 4 more weeks t0 complete my bmt... h0pe n pray i will c0mplete this w/0 having t0 rec0urse...

back again !!!

2005-02-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

y0x.... was missin in acti0n f0r quite a l0ng time yea.... n0w at yi xue hse... n0 l0nger w0rking... just n0w gamble until wanna cry!!! actually winning den after dat l0st... omg... lucky its once a year.... yawns... n0 w0rk... at h0me t0o l0ng will feel kinda tired.. s0rta miss my frens.... i think cb g0 shang hai... den nv c zj and ch also... sheena and angus at where i oso dono... n0ne called me... yea... miss syl and sudhee also... lolx... nv g0 0ut f0r v l0ng liao... after new year 0r during new year must g0 0ut!!!! sianz.... wow... g0t t0 thank sudhee here... she send me a new year card.... although the address she wrote is not in sequence but she n0es where i stay!!! hmmx.... still w0ndering h0w she n0e... heez.... yea... kinda miss my working days... cuz can play wif my frens there.... 0h ya.. just now view yue min blo9... like quite sad... she isnt she lately i guess?? h0pe she'll feel better s0on... yea... t0nite g0nna call her i guesS?? heez.. kk... end here.. buaix... take care peeps....

s0 busy,,!!

2005-01-28T01:30:00.000+08:00

wa.. very busy sia.. everyday need work 13hours.. standing.. ma de.. v suay.. me n jun kai g0 play and slack.. den my shoulder accidentally hit 0n the wind0w panel.. knn.. pain sia.. n0w skin abit tear den blue black... pain sia... nnb.. m0rning keep rushing till nite.. den me g0 change d0 0ther stuff.. 13 hours lehs!!! tmd.. 28 jan - 7 jan v jia lut... at nite 8.30pm work till m0rning 9.30am.. damn knn.. heng g0t quite al0t 0f ppl pei me.. but they all d0 kitchen lehs!!!! sales onli me al0ne... sian... damn suay ar jen han.. knn.. kena sacked f0r d0no wat fucking reas0ns.. ccb... l0st 1 fren at w0rk... den just n0w me, jun kai, ming h0ng, ming h0ng fren and douglas g0 h0me t0gether... d0uglas stay near janice hse onli... so pei him till traffic light den me g0 h0me liao.. den 0n the way oso chatting wif sylvester... haha.. he keep luffing... cuz 0f that "sacking" thingy... n0w eating and bl0gging... arGh... h0pe tml can meet syl and yue min... cuz she like damn sad 0r tr0ubled... den she 0wnself oso say she putting 0n a brave fr0nt wif a fragile heart... haiss.. dono wat t0 say t0 her... just h0pe she can get 0ver such pr0b. asap l0r... guess wun be bl0gging f0r next few days... need w0rk.. sian.. aiyah... i g0 slp ler... buaix buaix......

just f0r u..

2005-01-24T13:29:00.001+08:00

i'm s0 glad that u read my bl0g t0o... i dono wat t0 say t0 u... but i realli d0 miss u al0t.. im sure u n0e im 0utta sch already yea?? haiss... can we meet one of these days?? s0 much things we did n0t share wif each 0ther... its been s0 l0ng since we had our m0st sincere chat... wish u had met ur new prince... cuz he is definitely better den me... s0 ya... i will take care... s0 must u kayz? maybe we are pretending that nth happened.. but i realli h0pe ur profile is changed f0r me.. abit t0o bhb le barhs... =X k barhs... dats all... oh ya... last thing... pls feel free t0 call me... miss ya v0ice!!!! haiss..... buaix..

just f0r u..

2005-01-24T13:29:00.000+08:00

bad!

2005-01-22T17:20:00.000+08:00

2nd p0st... cuz dono how to continue from the previous.. yah... recently i just keep g0in 0ut l0r.. nth much.. go play bball, p0ol and chatting on the ph0ne barhs... s0 meaningless... den g0 queensway buy new year cl0thes... dono y these year i buy v fast lehs... maybe no mood buy den just try on... den nice just buy liao... pants not expensive at all... but then the shirt quite ex... haha.. nvm.. already buy liao... den go bleach and dye my hair.. the color now like fuck larhs.. knn.. v ugly lehs.. ccb larhs... now dono wan to dye again or go my sis fren de saloon make lehs... aiyah dono larhs... life now is like shit larhs... must act happy and play everyday... knn... not happy oso cannot say out... say oso no 1 care... just wan to live my life peacefully and to the fullest... thats all i wanna say... anyway... g0od luck t0 peeps like chimb0on, zheng jie, cho0n hin, edmund, sylvester, yue min , elfie*esther* and those that are cl0se t0 me.. bye bye!!!

!!fuck you!!

b0red... sad..? not sure..

2005-01-22T17:10:00.000+08:00

hais.... s0 many days nv bl0g lia0.. c0m spoil... sian.. ytd think of *her*.. thinking about the happiest moments we spend together in the past.. i dono y i just miss her al0t al0t.. hais... i go read her frenster profile... c ler i feel so guilty... i shouldnt have given up s0 early.. but its all over.. i already prayed that the best will always be wif her... but it seems like she is v unhappy nowadays... w0nder if she is missing somebody else or is it still me... but gal.. ever w0nder how hurt i was?? w0nder what makes my tears roll?? n0ne 0ther than the way u treat me.. maybe thats u... or maybe we were just not meant to be... v fan lehs.. haiss.... pls do take good care of urself... dont so pessimistic... if u ever read my blog on this entry, pls feel n0tin... and just to share wif u... i made some new frens these days... if me n u were to talk again, i'll intro dem to u..

wahaha...

2005-01-19T19:52:00.000+08:00

*blogging f0r yesterday*.. buahahaha.... s0 fun sia... v early wake up den go cycling liao... haha... go bring yue min den go eat breakfast... haha... den we eat she nv.. but she v steady sia... nv eat still pei us... i tot she wouldnt like it cuz its too early... haha... nv expect dat she would enjoy it so much... haha.. den she dont wan go her sch so early so we go playground climb.. lolx.. den she cycle to sch.. haha... she ji tao run cross the road... de kena stop by her OM.. lolx... den go sch she call me... den around 10 she sms me... haha... she kena caught for her hair again.. haha... sian... den my bike kena mud... nnb.. so smelly... like the smell of the shitt!!! den me go home wash bike and study awhile... den go change clothes go out... go sly hse wait him change le den meet her again.. lolx... kinda sian cuz everyone so tired.. den at tm saw alot of ppl... den we go the playground there play... she injured herself... so ke lian... den awhile we send her home lor... den after dat slack at downstairs... den talk... haiss... hope syl can stay happy... yawns... den go home eat.. hahahaha.. eat halfway fall asleep... sux larhs.. wake up got saliva.. *yucks*... den after that wake up finish my food and conference wif syl and yue min.. haha... she make us luff and we make her luff... in the end all cannot slp liao.. cuz too alert liao... haha.. den her mom come and she gotta end the call... so awhile later we also slp... haha... slept for 17 hours... haha... wtf man... i now at cy hse.. goin out ler.. buaix... =) XD

happy day!

2005-01-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

hey y0x.. yup.. ytd syl stay at my hse.. den this morning at 5.20am i called ym den she nv pick up... so i just lie down on my bed for awhile... den 6+am she call back.. haha.. den greeted her.. yup.. den in the afterno0n me go syl hse.. he go prepare all dat.. den left his hse... go eat... sian ar.. den take transport down t0 queensway... den saw joseph and some others.. den talk to him awhile den we go shop for items.. den i bought 1 shirt while syl bought 2.. haha.. den after dat i call ym.. ask her wan meet not... haha.. den go tampines there walk.. den few things happen.. *t0o l0ng t0 be menti0n..* den come home chat chat.. hmmx.. understo0d dat things cant be f0rced... gtg le.. bb..

y0x

2005-01-12T13:20:00.000+08:00

y0x... backkieee.... yup.. ytd marcsen suppose t0 c0me my hse.. but den he forg0tten.. den ok nvm since he apologise ler.. den around 8pm me g0 meet sylvester... g0 heartland mall wan to buy s0mething... den that guy t0ld us n0 st0ck.. need wait.. last week go he os0 say same thing... wtf man.... den after that go cp... syl eat den i wait f0r him.... den yue min called my hp.. den go meet her at her hse downstairs... haha.. she v farni and cute lehs.. tell her mother 15 mins den must realli 15 mins.. no m0re no less.. just nice 1.. lolx... nv seen someone talk as cute as her sia.. lolx... den actually quite good cuz she willing to c0me d0wn pei us.. den after that she sms us say thks for accompanying her... we should be the 1 saying that yea?? haha... the rest i leave it till tonite or later den say barhs... buaix.........

haiss....

2005-01-10T14:47:00.000+08:00

haiss.. i d0no wth is happening t0 me... im troubled by alm0st all things.. educati0n n relati0nship.. but m0stly is ab0ut my studies... i wish i h0pe and i desire f0r a new institution.. everyday just b4 i slp i always keep think 0f all this crap... hais.. u guys cant feel and understand wat im undergoing.. this feeling simply sux.. i've quit s0mething but i'm still drinking everyday.. i guess all i need is a new environment barhs.. h0pe the pr0blem can be s0lve by t0day.. haiss... very pek chek lehs!!!! haiss... den relati0nship nehs.. ma fan.. love/like s0me0ne... but it seems s0 impossible f0r us t0 get t0gether/t0gether again... but if its possible, i oso wun wan.. i'm n0t ready t0 get bluff, cheated and scam again... nvm.. its time i find a new love, a new life , new frens... of cuz i will n0t discard my current frens larhs.. lolx.. anyway the gal i miss aint the gal i love in the pass anymore... i was t0o stupid t0 have love and trusted her s0 much and deeply..
*d0nt say u l0ve him/her unless u're really prepared t0 make c0mmitment t0 him/her.. n0 better l0oks can all0w u t0 hurt the 0ther party.. the real beauty c0mes fr0m within..*

stress

2005-01-08T10:13:00.000+08:00

hais... v l0ng n0 bl0g ler.. last friday me g0 auntie hse at sambawang there.. she's having house warming and celebration of new year on the same day.. s0 after reaching f0r awhile, we sat down for dinner.. den my auntie intr0 us the mexica tequila.. v shi0k man.. damn nice.. its s0rt 0f martell or X.O. type 0f liqu0r.. after dinner i saw her youngest daughter.. s0 cute!! v ad0rable... she seems t0 be sticking wif me t0o... s0 happy.. den after dat we having discussion among us cousin... i was like trying to make everyone smile cuz the atmosphere was quite intense.. but it turn 0ut that every0ne was laughing n0n-st0p.. -.-x ... i f0rget wat i did on sat and sun already.. s0 i'll continue on m0nday.. sch re-0pen.. went t0 scho0l and j0in the new class... it was w0rst that wat i t0t... in class im al0ne... i was s0 bl0ody mo0dless.. i feel really odd in their class... i use t0 be in express class... but i dr0p to NA as a choice of mine.. i tot i will be fine the 2nd day.. s0 0n tuesday i went back t0 sch0ol.. not onli did it not progress, its w0rst.. very very w0rst... i hate l0nliness... but its happening all around me... t0o bad f0r me.. hais... i have so much bad past rec0rds in sch... den i was s0 demoralize.. s0 0n wed,thurs and fri i didnt go t0 sch at all... but on fri i met my pri sch frens and 1 sec sch teacher.. den i ask shu xian t0 call yue min c0me d0wn awhile.. hehe.. g0t t0 kn0w her ler... she s0 cute!!!! nv seen s0me0ne as cute as her... anyway i feel that i n0e her due t0 yuan fen barhs... *y0u yuan qian li lai xiang hui* haha.. den last nite had a chat wif her and syl on the ph0ne.. her voice is not only sweet but als0 very polite!!! anyway all i h0pe is that her stead could treat her nicely.. thats all barhs...

Just Lose It..

2005-01-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

sian man... finally back to write my bl0g again.. heez.. hmmx.. sch re-opening so0n.. hate the feeling of going backk... this week go orchard twice.. but go there s0 b0 lia0 lehs.. me and my fren go there walk walk.. find janice and shu xian dey all cuz the working at somewhere near meridian hotel.. wed g0 0nce to buy the snow spray.. den ytd, which is friday go there.. actually want countdown wif them.. nnb... end up nv.. den b4 that got buy some gift for dem.. gave them after 12+ lor.. haha.. i past to janice den still kena spray by her... yeow siew.. den after playing till 1+ they all go home liao.. den me and sylvester from orchard walk till serangoon.. haha.. while walking we sang so many erotic remix of jay's s0ngs.. haha.. oh ya!!! not f0rgetting the scene ytd when the gals left.. we repeating scene of gu huo zai... lolx.. ytd saw quite a few lj kia.. nnb.. gtg.. buaix..

~hist0ry~

2004-12-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

yawnz.... s0 b0red..!!! haiss.. d0n0 y recently like lose slp again.. i think reas0ns being *studies* and my *hist0ry*.. f0r the past few nites, just b4 i slp, i think of my ex-l0ver again... maybe cuz christmas appr0aching barhs..?? w0nder if she will be reading this.. hmmx.. i d0no y im always reminded of 25 of every month.. maybe im t0o stupid ler barhs.. kinda miss her.. but den i sh0uldnt be telling all this thingys n0w barhs.. cuz she seems t0 live m0re happier w/0 me by her side.. guess im t0o stupid t0 still be thinking b0ut her barhs.. she might not even give a damn about me?!?! g0tta sms her again few days later barhs.. when it is christmas.. hmmx.. s0metimes i w0nder.. y b0ther t0 get t0gether when u meant t0 leave.. its just like building a hut in a desert.. u built it with all the materials u g0t.. but u only stay f0r less than a week and u g0nna leave it al0ne f0r ur 0wn j0urney.. all that we've put in cant aint str0ng enuff.. our b0nds aint there.. cuz our b0nds aint str0ng enuff t0 withstand any f0rce.. haiss.. guess dats it.. **w0ndering if there is anything i can do or anywhere i can go..**. byez....

!!durian feast!!

2004-12-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha... just n0w went t0 geylang!! wahaha.. dunch get da wr0ng idea kayz!.. me g0 there eat liu lian*durian* smell nice... den after eating we go walk.. g0t ppl start touting.. pui! got 2 man pull me den ask me go c gals.. den i push their hands away.. den after dat i walk walk walk.. a malay gal pull me!! kns.. so gr0sS.. den after dat we go eat dou jiang y0u tia0..*soya milk and d0ugh sticks* after finish eating i buy 3 durians back f0r my family t0 makan.. haha.. den 0n bus me and chimb0on talk cock.. den oso got say few serious de things.. but seriousness so0n turn int0 laughter.. buahahaha... i go eat durian lia0.. bub bye..!!!

sianz...

2004-12-17T16:28:00.000+08:00

very very b0red!!! hmmx... nowadays seldom bl0g ler... d0no wat to bl0g als0.. feeling s0 b0red and l0nely everyday.. wtf!! i onli watch tv and use com everyday.. sian larhs... only ytd go J8 wif m0ther.. cuz i go dat farking sch den go J8 walk walk and eat.. so near nia.. den when leaving sch de shi h0u rain sia..! den just now gb wif angus and melissa*me0w* awhile.. den she say she going out le... den after dat onli me and angus gb.. den gb until server down.. so b0red.. just view friendster finish and see some lyrics.. nice s0ng by brian mcknight... 6 m0nths 8 days 12 hours.. damn nice!!! hmmx.. haiss.. my life n0w like very unsmo0th lehz.. haiss.. i lo0k f0rward t0 a beautiful everyday.. but i always turn out plain.. haiss.. dats all barhs... tc peeps.. buaix buaix..

..

2004-12-15T16:07:00.000+08:00

hehe.. so many days nv blog.. im backk!! =P hmmx.. ytd actually wanted to meet my pri sch frenz 1... den dat new actress not free.. haha.. den since nv meet dem i go meet chimb0on.. den we slack awhile we go angus hse.. haha.. drink his beer.. tsingdao and guiness.. got wine and liquor better sia..! after dat i cycle home watch tv.. den i go c my fish.. WTF~!!! my g0ldfish is ill!! h0pe it get well s0on.. haha.. now chatting wif zj and blogging.. so b0red.. haha.. ytd got 1 weird dream.. talking wif a family of englishman.. w0oo0oo.. t0nite maybe going out.. but so sian.. so late den go out... later tired.. den wan watch tv sh0w cann0t watch.. heez... n0w my fav CD is g0ne.. when will it be back?? *w0ndering* h0pe can c0me back in g0od c0nditi0n arhs.. i g0nna get mad if its n0t in g0od c0nditi0n!!!! thats all.. take care peeps...

just an0ther b0ring day..

2004-12-12T12:32:00.000+08:00

s0 b0red.. ytd after watch finish dat tu ran fa cai i go meet cb t0 slack awhile.. farni sia dat tu ran fa cai.. haha.. den after we meet we all share some farni stuff.. haha.. den i g0t h0me first.. den we online chat.. he ask me send him MTVs.. lolx! den send finish we play dat stupid lame tic-t0e.. den after dat we go slp lia0.. den i scr0ll thru my ph0ne bo0k b4 i slp... haha.. kns.. i c my ph0ne bo0k g0t vince carter... - . -x... its actually cho0n hin.. hahaha.. i t0t who sia.. ass.. thats all.. bye~

PAIN AR!!

2004-12-11T10:14:00.000+08:00

backk.. heez.. ytd nv bl0g cuz sis using c0m.. cann0t use... ytd is yi xue bday.. b4 i meet dem i still help my mum mop da fl0or sia.. such a g0od b0i.. haha.. after dat i g0 yixue hse meet dem.. den we g0 j0shua hse play.. haha.. thr0w dem int0 da p0ol.. bleahx.. hehe.. den d0 quite a few things there..den kena cut by da p0ol de edge.. haha.. n0w my f0ot base g0t 1 big slash.. pain ar!!.. haha.. den when return h0me i ji ta0 g0 bath lia0.. den i wan slp lia0.. after dat angus call me at 12+ near 1.. den we talk until 4+.. haha rubbish sia.. dats all dat happens ytd barhs.. hmmx.. later den bl0g b0ut t0day life.. buaix buaix.. 0123456789.....

headache..

2004-12-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

arGh... im damn unwell.. my head is s0 pain!!! feeling c0ol.. den eyes pain.. wth~ damn.. wh0 will be da 1 wh0 step in my life and paint my w0rld?? the black in my life is turning grey.. haiss.. buaix..

.y0x.y0x.

2004-12-09T17:40:00.000+08:00

hmmx.. t0day wake up at 10++am cuz g0nna g0 0ut wif zj and edmund.. den after preparing i help sis and her bf c da c0m thing.. den watch mvp awhile i g0 cp lia0.. den edmund bring his br0 al0ng.. haha.. his br0 cute sia.. den g0 da pte sch ask thing.. fucker sia.. c lia0 wan luff ar.. sian... n0w c0me here bl0g.. wooo0w.. t0nite chimb0on and his family return t0 sg lia0.. sian ar.!! n0 ppl online.. i g0nna bath and then g0 rest lia0...buaix buaix peeps.. zzzZzzZzzZzzZzz

change 0f bl0g..

2004-12-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. a change in bl0g.. da old 1 nv use ler.. dat 1 is beta nia.. wahahaha.. next time view her can ler...

imma l0nely freak!!

finally-

the first time i witness so many bombs!

g0ing t0 bl0g f0r fun

back again !!!

s0 busy,,!!

just f0r u..

just f0r u..

bad!

b0red... sad..? not sure..

wahaha...

happy day!

y0x

haiss....

*stress*

Just Lose It..

~hist0ry~

!!durian feast!!

sianz...

..

just an0ther b0ring day..

PAIN AR!!

*headache..*

.y0x.y0x.

*change 0f bl0g..*

stress

headache..

change 0f bl0g..